Thinking about you today, looking through old pictures and crying like a baby. There is no moving on from losing you, just an ache a loss that I will carry with me forever.

Its almost Christmas and my mind is showing me snap shots of our times together. Baking cookies, making ornaments, racing to alexanders in the snow for Christmas gifts, cappuccinos at Pue Bello's and so much more. Is that you reminding me to concentrate on the fun, the beauty of our crazy friendship? Iam going to try not to be sad, I don't think you would want that. I love you and miss you so terribly but I will try to focus on our happy times. Happy Birthday❤